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Not much progress. But I have managed to get some shit done, just, not as much as I wanted.
  • Chores.
  • Studying.
  • I drew a little bit today! A couple of quick studies to warm up and learn the characters. I've also been looking for references.
  • Exercising like it's my job. Sounds exciting, but they are actually boring and carefully executed movements to regain mobility, nothing like the scenes in the movies when the protagonist gets in shape to attain their goal. I wish.


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Okay, I didn't really work on my established goals but I did quite a lot of things these days and it definitely counts:
  • Phisiotherapy and exercises.
  • I CLEANED THE WHOLE DAMNED APARTMENT TODAY. I don't know what got into me.
  • Glued a broken glass.
  • Worked on cleaning a mirror that some students used for a project and painted with fucking acryllic paint. Acryliic paint is basically latex, so the moment it dries, it won't get dissolved with fucking anything. I didn't finish because it was too straining on my shoulders, but now I can sort of see myself in it?
  • Did a mixtape (the digital version of it) for a friend who lives abroad and is visiting.
  • A tiny bit of adulting.
  • Worked on redoing a parody of the Teleshopping commercials. I made a video fifteen years ago about it and now that my nephew wants a copy, I've seen that the audio is corrupted and that means re-editing the whole thing from scratch on After Effects because it was a lousy Power Point presentation that won't work on Open Office and I refuse to install Microsoft Office just for this. So, redoing it in After Effects it is. Fuck my life. The hardest part that required a bit of animation is already done.
  • Studied a bit. I've finished adding new characters for the moment.
  • Cooked quite a lot.
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Okay, not much progress, I've been mostly feeling sorry for myself and didn't feel like doing much, but, BUT, the pace at which you all are attaining goals has sort of piqued my competitive streak and I managed to finish the KF fic today. Still needs some serious editing because I'm unsure about the ending (it contains crack and I'm always extremely insecure with crack, it's very easy to alienate readers with a different sense of humor, but the source material sort of asked for it?). Hopefully this will allow me to jump to the next goal (paperwork and drawing), since this was kind of blocking me.

So, in any case, yeah:

  • Writing (and finishing the first draft of the KF fic).
  • Studying quite a lot.
  • Doing exercises for the shoulders (and some for the knees and for the back, too).


 


lauand: (Gojyo - Fuck up)
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Okay, I've been doing shit, I swear, only, not as much or as fast as I would like. My excuse is that recovering the use of limbs takes an inordenate amount of time and takes priority. Anyway:
  • Some adulting.
  • Some writing.
  • Some paying through my nose and doing exercises to get my shoulder back, which definitely counts as self-care.
  • Quite a lot of studying.
  • Some walking.


 

July 10th

Jul. 11th, 2023 02:10 pm
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  • Wrote another tiny, little bit and kind of outlined the transition to the very last part.
  • Got an appointment with the phisiotherapist.
  • Paperwork. Not the big Red Tape 1 project, but still, necessary procedures mostly done.
  • Walked 2 hours again to cat-sit.

9th July

Jul. 10th, 2023 02:08 pm
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Shoulder is killing me, so I spent most of the day trying to find positions that didn't make me want to cry in pain while also trying not to melt in the heat.
  • Wrote a bit (maybe two lines this time, XD!)
  • Walked for 2 hours because I can't bike and the cat I'm taking care of lives in the fucking ass of the city and the public transport combination from my place sucks.

8th July

Jul. 9th, 2023 11:06 am
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Okay, yesterday I did a lot of things (yay!), one of them fucking up my shoulder (boo!). Badly. I couldn't sleep because of the pain, every posture is a bad posture. Of course, this happened during the weekend, so I can't go crying for help (except to the ER, but that means waiting 4-6 hours to be told this is not really an emergency and I think I'll pass).
  • Pending Task of Doom done! First specific goal crossed from the list!
  • Wrote two lines, more or less. Getting there. I'm just very insecure about this part.
  • Situps, lumbar, biking and swimming. And I do swear it was all VERY LIGHTLY DONE, but my shoulders have been giving me trouble for a while and just doing the whole articular rotation when swimming the lousy 100m I swam was too much and now I'm fucked and I can't even do the washing up (or lie down in any position. Any. At all), so no more exercise or any kind for a while.
  • Cat-sitting.
  • Studying.
     

But yeah, this shoulder thing is going to put a damper to my progress because I can't do fucking anything like this.

Also: heatwave.

Damn.

7th July

Jul. 8th, 2023 09:46 am
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Okay, again, it doesn't feel like much but it was actually quite a lot:
 

  • 12 situps, 18 lumbar, some stretching, biking (10km or so).
  • Put quite a dent in the Pending Task of Doom and I'm ready to finish that today (I just needed a clear head for revision and couldn't do it yesterday). It took quite longer than I expected because everything takes always longer than it should.
  • Some time-consuming adulting. In the sense that "I hate doing this and it's not even for me but someone has to and I'm the only stupid responsible adult around". Which is pretty much the definition of adulting in my books, so there.
  • Cat-sitting duties.
  • I wrote a line of the KF fic. I'm not joking, it really was one fucking line. But that meant breaking through how to approach the shift to the ending, so I'm not going to beat myself too hard for that.
  • Some pest control. Apparently, there are ants in my apartment. I'm okay with spiders and it's not as if I can do much about the mosquitoes, but I draw the fucking line at any other bug that dares to share living quarters with me without paying me rent.
  •  

    On the downside, no studying today. But I can forgive myself, there really was no material time.

 


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Okay, since it's already the end of the day where I am, I'll check in for both days:

 

Yesterday:
 

  • Some friends brought me a new desk which has this reclinable board for drawing. Very nice. Problem is, IT DOESN'T FIT BECAUSE WE DIDN'T MEASURE IT WITH THE LEGS ON. And they add to the length and also get in the way. So now I've got a new desk which is skewed in the three axis of space. But at least it's nice and a drawing table?
  • That means that I spent the morning tidying up and cleaning like a motherfucker. That included the bathroom. Also rearranging furniture. And then, cleaning some more.
  • I also studied with focus on the pronunciation. Found a wonderful Youtuber who explained shit far better than my teacher did.
  • A tiny bit of adulting.
  • 10 situps, 15 lumbar ones.

 

Today:

  • I cooked like a motherfucker.
  • Pretended I worked on the last pending task, but it was mostly a lie.
  • Pretended I worked on the KF fic, but it was absolutely a lie.
  • Studied quite a lot (writing characters, mostly, and practicing the pronunciation I learned last night).
  • 10 situps, 15 lumbar. Some stretching. Hopefully I'll do another round before going to sleep. Danced a bit while I was doing the dishes.
  • A tiny bit of self care.

 

Doesn't sound like much in total, but it's more than what I usually manage to do.
 

 

4 July

Jul. 5th, 2023 06:27 pm
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Oooookay. Didn't do anything creative, but, BUT:
  • Did a fucking lot of adulting. Next step in the Red Tape 1 Project was taken. Two other lesser Red Tape Projects were worked on (not Red Tape 2, though). I did phone calls I had to do and I learned things that I'll need to know to have a job come September.
  • I studied.

I know it doesn't sound like much, but honestly, all the adulting I managed to do in spite of my powerful allergy to anything grown-up-ish... I do deserve a medal only for that.

 

 

3rd July

Jul. 4th, 2023 12:36 pm
lauand: (Gojyo - Fuck up)
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Okay, I admit I did fuck-all yesterday. Except:

  • I studied.
  • I did 8 situps and 12 lumbar what's-their-name.


 Better than nothing.

 

2nd July

Jul. 3rd, 2023 01:10 pm
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Okay, so.

Creative shit:

I wrote a little bit (mostly editing a paragraph that was driving me crazy, but also producing a couple of dialog lines that now I need to look over and see if they are decent or not. I miss the era when I was able to write more than 20 words at a time).

Work:

Worked on the last pending task from work.

Health:

A tiny bit of self-care, so ridiculous that shouldn't count.
Did the amazing number of 6 situps and 8... I don't know the name in English. Lumbar flexing. It sounds ridiculous, but I actually prefer to start with something light.
A tiny bit of surprise socializing. I put it here because it contributes to my mental health.

Studying:

Found a Chinese progressive metal band amongst a sea of black, death and atmospheric metal or badly produced folk metal (they tend to muffle the guitars in East Asian heavy metal, especially Japan (which is why I can't stand "Babymetal"), but also China and Mongolia, apparently, and I don't understand the point of playing heavy metal if you're going to tame the fucking guitars). A band, I was saying, I actually like a lot. It took a while to find the lyrics, though. But now I'm ready to work on listening and singing, even if I won't be able to work on the tones, which is the hard part for me, because there are tons of poetic licenses when singing and the music overrules the tone and the candence. But I hope it will help with the pronunciation of "q", "zh" and "ch", at the very least, and to link syllables together.
I also prepared some worksheets for the characters I need to learn but wasn't given in class to practice, so that counts as studying even if I didn't put in the work to memorize or practice writing anything.

Others:


Did some minor shit I had been wanting to do but hadn't found the time yet.


And that's all.

lauand: (Gojyo - Fuck up)
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I finished the second pic. Went to bed at 6am today, but I did it.

 

The wrap up:

I managed to exercise with moderate regularity, which is good. Not as often as I would have liked, but that's life.

I managed to finish two pics of the three I wanted to do, which is less than ideal, but it's better than nothing. At least I'm moderately happy with the results. I'm better than I was, even if it takes actually longer to produce anything. Damn bar.

I managed to do a bit of the bonus goals. Especially the bikes, I worked a lot on them. Not so much the adulting, but it's fucking neverending.

I more or less kept my sanity, which is more than I actually expected considering the circumstances.


So, all in all, not bad?

Thank you, everybody, for your help!



 


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Extremely hard days on the personal for me. Which means that I didn't draw or do anything from the queue of things I want to do, but I did a lot of shit I didn't want to but I had to, if that counts. I also biked a lot.
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SG:

Finished the first pic.


GG:

Rough times. I've managed to go swiming or biking and to draw and paint, if not everyday, at least often enough. I'm willing to cut myself some slack.


BG:

The stupid comfy bike started giving me trouble because the rear wheel grazed the guards. Apparently, the rear wheel is not original. The original was, again, an ass-weird size, but someone put instead a regular road wheel which is slightly bigger. Therefore, now it grazes the guard. That means that I had to take out the fucking wheel, remove the bolt that fixed the guard, put a wire instead, which is thinner but won't last a year and hammered down a bump in the guard. All this took a while, because the wheel being too big means it's hard to mount/disassemble it and impossible while inflated. Since I was at it, I changed the front wheel because it was easier than changing only the tire, which was older than me. Put a front light and readied the rear light. I'll fucking kill someone if the bike is not working properly the next time I use it. And I'll burn the whole city down if it gets stolen.

 


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GG:

Inked the pic.

I tried to go to swim, but a thunderstorm started when I was on my way, so I just took a detour and ended up biking a bit longer instead. I biked very fast (it was the nice bike), so all in all it wasn't a long of time, but it was a couple of kilometers more than usual?

BG:

More adulting of the frustrating variety.
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GG:

I managed to swim for 20 min and bike for more or less the same. Better than nothing.

I tweaked the pencil again (for the whole duration of a Symphony X album) and it's definitely finalized.



BG:

More stupid adulting.

Put a basket on the comfy bike. Lowered a tiny bit the seat to find a compromise between my knees (they prefer a high seat) and my poor genitals (they prefer a lower one).

Archived a couple of fics.
 


lauand: (Gojyo - Fuck up)
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Wasted the morning attempting some adulting that led to nowhere and withstanding reproaches as if the fails of burocracy were my fucking personal fault. I didn't take that too well.

But I managed to pretty much finish the pencil of the first pic. Just some minor ironing out of details needed. Let's hope I don't fuck it up too badly with the ink.
lauand: (Gojyo - Fuck up)
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Okay, didn't do anything, but that usually happens when I've accomplished a lot the previous day and I also have changes to acclimatize to, so I'm not beating myself too much over it. Today I should do tons of things, though. We'll see how that goes, it's getting late already.
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Okay, maybe I don't have much to show for it, but these have been productive days.

On Friday I didn't move at all but I did draw a lot and the pencil of the first pic is nearly, nearly finished. Fucking flowing robes are giving me problems and the kids look more like teenagers than younger kids, which was the idea, but that's life.

On Saturday, I didn't draw but I did fix the front brake of the comfy bike, adjusted the gears so that I can go down to harder ones (previously I couldn't) and won't feel like I'm pedalling in place and cleaned the transmission. The bike is from 1984 and I don't think it has ever been cleaned, so that took a while. It was a miracle it actually rode so well with the amount of shit it had. So I actually biked around 30 minutes?

I also tidied up quite a lot and had a bit of social life. I played the guitar and tried to make music with friends, which was fun but a bit of a disaster because I can't multitask and if I'm playing something new I can't sing and most definitely can't pull a harmmony out of my ass in the first try.

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