Life has been rocky lately and I need a good thing in my life. Hopefully committing to this community for August will be a boost.
I often think about this post I read a long time ago about
not breaking the chain. Maybe I'll buy a big goddamn calendar and do this, maybe I need those BIG RED X'S; sometimes things online exist in a nebulous realm and it's easy for my procrastination/fear mind to sweep them under the rug. I am a desperate woman.
Anyway, The Shit I am Getting Done:
art and/or writing. I'm not going to commit to one AU, though I have my hopes. But every day I hope to work on a piece of artwork. (Ideally I post here that I did it, but honestly I may not have time to also post every day in addition to the art.) It doesn't have to be finished that day (there are not enough hours in my day): it just has to be worked on.
~ the likely AUs ~
the Miami one that's the Saiyuki au
with lots of shimmering tan skin and longing glances of thwarted otps and better living through chemistry
the WK one where they are killed in the fall of the tower BUT
caught up in the incomplete ceremony, and reincarnated... with the demon within them.
heavily spiced with X/1999 flavor.
this month it should maybe be character sheets of who became what, and... how it goes wrong.
i mean this is all ELEVEN dead people (including eszett) so there's a lot to be getting on with here jfc.
the fantastical WK crawford/schuldig au heavily influenced by Miyazaki
i cannot fully express how much inspo/reference material i have amassed over the years on this bad boy.
we're beyond "shit or get off the pot," we are at "needs medical intervention."
so... probably those.
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